Sonntag, 6. Oktober 2013

insidious

what cries insight my body
what eyes can't see
and brain can't grip
an echo of confuse
subliminal abuse
whats there
whats there insight of me
these places of
disgust
in my stomach
disgust
in my veins
disgust

your hate
your fears
became part of me
and make me feel so over

maybe it's because I just got guilty
maybe it's because my soul got fucked
twice in a while

i look upon the sky
blue sky and pureness open some thoughts
can free my mind
I like to fly away
one bird is far away

wish to get wings
wish to be an angel
and music kills depression...

but your thoughts
your hates
your words are such a suck
you make me be a victim
and ground me in your hate

I just start feeling guilty
to be a human
to be just love
a woman with needs
a warrior for peace

being punished
being hated
celebrating abuse
has been your truth
should be my fate?

I just should fly away
once again
get some magic
get some power

one day I'll fly back

back to earth
back to reason
back to law

breathing
in a lone space
kissing presence and sensing dreams
make me feel so real
oh arts is giving me love

one day we can't hide from peace anymore
as long as necessary let me fly away

freedom as a first step